*Still in market for new CSS journal. Or maybe I should make my own already!*
Before anything else, I'd like to thank all those who have greeted me on my birthday last October 15th. Your kind words have made my day all the more brighter even as I'm near approaching 30. I can hardly believe it's been so long since I first started off here!
Things have been pretty low key even as I've been back for roughly a month now. It's been a mixed bag of happy rekindling and sad memories, and I'm still feeling them till now. I'd give just about anything to take back the time I lost moping around and feeling sorry for myself while I was gone. I'm not proud of it, but there's nothing I can do to change what's been done.
To my friends from before I ended up disappearing, I'm sorry I hadn't been there where I should have been. Just because I felt like crap, it doesn't excuse my callousness to treating you as such by extent. I should have been honest enough to let you know I've got problems, and if we truly have a friendship going on, that I don't have to be ashamed of them enough to go running off and hide. If you're still there at all, be it on Facebook or Twitter or someplace else, I'd desire a chance to either bring closure or start things fresh again. And if you're pretty much done with online stuff anyway, just know that I respect your decision to pursue bigger things, and that I won't ever, ever forget the good times we've had, down to the silliest of chat sessions or the occasionally harsh reprimand. I don't wanna say I'll miss you, but I hope that by God's grace we'll meet again.
To any potentially new friends, I hope that just because I don't really share a lot about myself on journals, doesn't mean I ain't interested to talk. I like to think myself a silly person so long as I'm not overwhelmed by crowds. I like Sonic. I like Steven Universe. I like baking. Granted I could be doing most of the messaging first, and I probably should. Point is if you're going to ask about anything not too private right off the bat, I'll likely answer back! I endeavor for more chances to make new friends.
Okay, this is going on a bit longer than I had planned. If you didn't read the wall of text up there, here's the only thing you need to know: